Stresssss....=(

This sem final make me very stress!!!!
I scare i will repeat my this sem, and cant cont study wif my gang and my babies too....
This make me feel stress and cant concentrate to do my revision...
What can i do???????
Except cry, think about repeat, nothing i can do........
Sometime i will think that, is it PR not suitable me?? or i should change course to Beauty course???
What will happened if i fail my final and i had to repeat second year???I scare i cant handle for it!!!! i have 2 paper per day, can i do it????

My man and all my babies keep advise me, dont think too much, just study hard and prepare well for my exam, that's enough...use my cry time to study better than waste time to cry and waste my energy...
I know, i understand, but my devil keep appear infront of me, they keep influece me to think about that!
This wednesday 25/08 my final started........

My dad keep ask me" why u so stress??" i dindt give u pressure alos, i didnt force u also, just try your best, if fail then try to take beauty course, relax no need so stress
My man, i think he ady fed up and and boring to hear my crying noise , and see my crying face, coz he ady advise me many many time, i think is because i will cry everynight even do early morning after i wake up....
I think i average cry 3 time per day....

In TARC the most i "she bu de" is ENG XIAO SHUANG, count count, we ady know each other almost 3years,erytime i sure will send her a msg when after my final, and i still remember she will laugh when she received my msg, that not a funny msg, but is what i wanna tell her.....There is a funny things to share is, actually we know each other is from TARC but dont know why many ppl say we look as know each other from secondary school or even primary, Erm...maybe we too "kap" ady, but sometime we still will quarrel, but its okay, coz tat is a way to know more each other ma...

I admit i'm a very touching gal, will cry easily.....
But
I will tell all frd around me, me is a strong, very MAN gal, because i wish to dont let them see my crying face...
Besides that, i also a NEGATIVE thinking person...
Before the things happened, before the result out,I ady start to think NEGATIVE and will syok sendiri starting cry at there...Haizzzz
That is me-CHIA JO YEE

Erm.....
I very "she bu de" TARCollege, because i have many memory in there...
My 1st event, the place i know many frd from there especially ENG XIAO SHUANG!!!!!!!!!
The place that i chit chat wif mybabies, the place i face my final, the place i playingful and many many....

Shuang told me, blog is a way to let u release all your presure, so i'm trying...
All Above is just all my feel....

Included today, still leave 2 day to prepare for my final...
I hope i wont leave TARC so early, at least leave 1 year for me enjoy my college life wif all my babies....
And i wanna say "THANK YOU" to who had support me and wishes me, Thanks a lot to MY MAN, Parents and all my Babies !!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU

JOEY CHIA.....U CAN!!!!!